6.27.2002

0.o I suppose I should have provided a link, ne?

My LiveJournal. Come visit!

6.18.2002

Uh oh, guess what the Big Bad Bitch has got! That's right, I finally got my own LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!

Ahahahaha, guess where I am moving to.

[mood: giddy beyond belief]
[music: Genitorturers - Stitch in Time]

6.17.2002

Just to make sure everyone doesn't get freaked out by my psuedo-intellectualism or self-doubt of my previous post, back to waht matters - QUIZES!

i'm seifer x squall!
it's all about rivalry, dominance, and how to have sex standing up.
i'm a screwed up little monkey, but what the fuck do i care?

take the which bishink pairing are you? test,
by tenshi and llamajoy.






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Find out what anime bad boy you are.





Gotta Get Back, Back To The Past

Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?.





cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you are.





Awwwww!

Find out what anime character cliche you are.





Soldier

Find out what anime girl you are.





Pointy

What Random Object From Ydoc Nameloc's Room Are You?



Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty


Which 'fallen one' are you?

Take Which
'fallen one' are you?
Quiz by Xera


[music: Eminem - My Dad's Gone Crazy]

6.16.2002

Just talked to my friend Scott for a bit. It's nice talking with old friends. It gives me back that sense of happiness I had in school. I know, I know, most people hated school. I didn't hate it, I just disliked certain parts of it, mostly math and wiggers. I really do enjoy learning, hence my default mail signature from Anaïs Nin - "If what Proust says is true, that happiness is the absence of fever, then I will never know happiness. For I am possessed by a fever for knowledge, experience, and creation."

Everyone who knows me knows that I love art and history, and always did really well in both. Sometimes it seems that those were the two areas I was meant to be in. Where am I now, though? I am working in a fascist bakery that is witholding my raises, and where I cut myself on every and all objects available to me. It is days like this, after woring 8 gruelling hours with people who are intellectual inferior to me, that I seriously question my descision not to go to college. I know that I would have to work my ass off to survive, but it wold be something that appeals to my inquisitive nature and that would help me out in the future. Granted, I would be paying for it until the distant future, but still, it would be worth it, right?

Right?

While on the topic of intelligence and knowledge, am I really that dumb? Everyone assumes I am an idiot, even though I know that I am not (at least not dumb, but maybe not that smart). Today a man came to my work and was talking with me about Vikings (the Norse, not the team), and how he wants his funeral to be. He wants to be burned on a funeral pyre aboard a leaky dingy (or small boat, whatever), like Vikings of old. I told him that all his friends and family would be there saying the Viking funeral rights**, and send him to Valhalla. He was shocked to find that I knew that. If he would have stayed longer, I could have said that it was only a warriors Heaven, only accessed by the rainbow bridge Asbru past Heimdal. I'm sure he would have been astounded by that. When I would have gone into the whole Stargate SG-1/Asgard mythos, I'm sure he woudl have pegged me a nut, and left 0_o I don't know much about Asgard in real mythology besides the fact that it is the home of Odin's 2 brothers, and is called the Home of the Gods. I'm sure it isn't inhabited by Roswell Grays.

**Viking Funeral Prayer**
Lo, there do I see my father.
Lo, there do I see my mother and my sisters and my brothers.
Lo, do I see the line of my people back to begining.
Lo, do they call to me.
They bid me take my place among them in the halls of Valhalla
Where the brave shall live forever.


[mood: introspective]
[music: Conway Twitty - Hello Darling]

6.15.2002

Okay, I am able to discuss at length what happened yesterday. I was cleaning one of the meat slicers at work. I had the machine on so I could clean the blade, when the blade took the rag and pulled my hand with it. I was able to pull back quick enough to just get a little cut. I could have gotten much worse had I not reacted faster. As it is, I pulled a Shelly. Grr.

I have to wash my cut with anti-bacterial soap, put neosporin, gauze, and tape on the thing now so it doesn't get infected and so that it will heal soon. I put an ACE bandage on just because the tape doesn't hold, with my hands sweating and all.

*shudder* I keep replaying it in my head, and let me tell you, it suuuuuuucks ass.

[mood: uncomfortable thinking about possible damage]
[music: Gackt - Kimi no Tameni Dekiru Koto]
I cut myself on the slicer today at work. Left a nice gash in the meaty part of my palm. Cleaned it up, bandaged it,and went RIGHT back to work. Well, right after I took my break and tried to get rid of my water ears and panic attack.

I can't concentrate on this to tell ya what happened. I'm going to go play GTA 3 with Stevie. Tell ya later.

6.14.2002

I hope it is only the fact that this weekend is Father's Day, because it has been busy as fuck at work lately. Can't get anything done because I am constantly getting interupted.

Had an idea to suggest, but I don't know if I want to share it with them. I'm thinking a customer appreciation promotion, where we recognize our long-time customers. I'm talking ppl who we all know because they come in so often. It would boost customer loyality, ne? We could give out something like gift certificates to one person a week. I dunno, it is prob'ly a crappy idea, which is one of the reasons I don't want to tell them it.

[mood: grrr]
[music: Kidney Thieves - Feathers (touched and forgotten)]

6.13.2002

Few randowm quizes for tonight:



Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are


What Element Are You?


what type of internet face are you?
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BTW, that Gravitation OVA worked on my new thingie. The show looks good, although the first ep was too short for my taste :( Damn that Yuki!
Whoo, that guy is HOT! I'm talking about Gackt, of course. Just watched Malice Mizer's live Illuminati video. Gackt was in PVC hotpants, bellyshirt, and thigh-high boots. Mix with the fact that he looks like Squall, and *mrrrrrow*

Still can't get this goddamn Gravitation OVA to play. Hoping that this new DivX bundle I am downloading will play it, but I dunno, I usually get screwed over this way.

[mood: somewhat miffed]
[music: Kelly Osbourne - Papa Don't Preach]